28 Feb 2010

in oblivion.

刚刚看了场电影
散场后 突然好像觉悟了
原来我一直以来 都把重心放错了
要快快找回我的重心才好

又再地震了 世界可能真的快末日了吧
如果世界真的在2012年结束
你会为现在的自己做出什么决定?

我会停止一切的狂想
我不会再摊在床上懒散地度过一整天
我会真的把Tolstoy的War and Peace给读一遍
我会去听很多音乐会,然后起舞狂欢
我会天天和朋友吃火锅聊天
我会珍惜海洋
我应该会跑去巴塞隆纳的某间cafe 向着马路把路人经过的情景画下
我会亲眼与向日葵海接触 不管是泰国的还是台湾的 都好
我会买很多很多的书
我不会再向你们发脾气
我会每天称赞你 跟你说真心话
我会跟遗憾见一面 把事情搞清楚
我会早起,每天吃丰盛的早餐
我会对太多的事情释怀
我会跟你说我爱你


可惜,时间一定不够。

26 Feb 2010

You can spend your whole life workin’ for something, or just to have it taken away.

There ain’t no reason things are this way.Its how they always been and they intend to stay.
I can't explain why we live this way, we do it everyday.
Preachers on the podium speakin’ of saints in seance,
Prophets on the sidewalk beggin’ for change,
Old ladies laughing from the fire escape, cursing my name.
I got a basket full of lemons and they all taste the same,
A window and a pigeon with a broken wing,
You can spend your whole life workin’ for something
Just to have it taken away.

People walk around pushing back their debts,
Wearing pay checks like necklaces and bracelets,
Talking ‘bout nothing, not thinking ‘bout death,
Every little heartbeat, every little breath.
People walk a tight rope on a razors edge
Carrying their hurt and hatred and weapons.
I t could be a bomb or a bullet or a pen
Or a thought or a word or a sentence.

There Ain't no reason things are this way.
It's how they always been and they intend to stay
I don’t know why I say the things I say, but I say them anyway.
But love will come set me free
Love will come set me free,I do believe
Love will come set me free, I know it will
Love will come set me free, yes.

Prison walls still standing tall,
Some things never change at all.
Keep on buildin’ prisons, gonna fill them all,
Keep on buildin’ bombs, gonna drop them all.
Working your fingers bear to the bone,
Breaking your back, make you sell your soul.
Like a lung that’s filled with coal, suffocatin’ slow.
The wind blows wild and I may move,
The politicians lie and I am not fooled

You don't need no reason or a three piece suit to argue the truth.
The air on my skin and the world under my toes,
Slavery stitched into the fabric of my clothes,
Chaos and commotion wherever I go, love I try to follow.


- Brett Dennen


这几天天气很热 热得我都快没办法思考

吃早餐 上上网 看看电影 做作功课 喝喝茶 遛遛狗
看似写意 还真的很写意
是啊,我辞职了。
该被想念的仍然不会忘记
不想记得的也全忘光一点

是个好的开始对吧。不会后悔的对吧
这个新年,我想它赶快过。


当一个人越长越大的时候
微笑已经是很难给你一个漂亮的45弧度
每天都必须提醒自己要做自己





illus 的第一个作品
距离目标还有一大段的路要走
别人说难走 又如何?
路 是我选的
我该用我的方式走下去
每天 我都得对自己说同样的话
这样才能维持下去

it is always there but never be the same.
it never has the end,
and sometimes hard, sometimes warm
sometimes dark, sometimes bright
sometimes close, sometimes far

sky, it is very similar to human's soul.